Yes, King.

They say you shouldn't put all your eggs in one basket

Fri, 24 May 2013 17:21:06 -0400

Well what if I don’t feel like carrying multiple baskets?

Butterflies?!

Fri, 24 May 2013 00:44:31 -0400

Wtf? I got way angry at some butterflies, basically told them they needs to back the faqq up & get me back to reality

I know that me & Marcos had broken up before & I’d spend about a month each time give or take a 10 days or so, being single. Even at the end of last year when it was “over”, as much as I thought or wanted there to be there wasn’t any real closure. So I never really fretted about the dating world. Went on a couple dates but it was bleh. Now that the door is really closed this time (srsly this time promise), I feel lost. I don’t know how to date anymore, before me and Marcos were together I wasn’t looking for anything serious, just casual romancin& we were together for over 4 years, that’s 4 long freakin years of my life, formative years ;… But I’m in a different stage in my life right now & I don’t want the same things as I did then. It’s a new world.

In the moments before she dies, a woman whose hair used to be bright ginger is visited by a man in a bowtie. She does not know who he is and thinks about giving him a piece of her mind till he moves forward and presses his fingertips to her temple. Memories flood her mind. People and planets and places she had saved alongside a long streak of nothing rush back to her. She remembers being the most important woman in creation. Then with a smile on her face Donna Noble closes her eyes and sleeps forevermore. The Doctor simply looks on with tears in his eyes as his best friend leaves this world with the only gift he could give her.

Tue, 21 May 2013 02:27:52 -0400

Joy

Tue, 21 May 2013 02:25:31 -0400

A gift that I will never stop thanking God for. No matter what happens in my life, no matter how defeated I feel somehow HE always stands beside me, carries me. I have to take a deep breath and feel HIM here. My body and my heart may shatter, but I find my soul intact - struggling but still strong.

I pray to God for help

Mon, 20 May 2013 04:03:13 -0400

I don’t even know where to begin or even how to try and pick up the shattered pieces of my heart. This pain is the worst with him yet, after everything for four years. This is the worst.

I think my capacity to forgive is a fault here, gotta keep myself angry just to keep myself safe.

boyswillbewithboys: He looks like having a stroke, my god.

Sun, 24 Feb 2013 03:19:43 -0500

boyswillbewithboys:

He looks like having a stroke, my god.

petite tiaras ♥: An explanation.

Thu, 14 Feb 2013 22:32:45 -0500

petite tiaras ♥: An explanation.:

petitetiaras:

This really shouldn’t come as a surprise to most of you, although the large number of messages in my inbox are telling me otherwise, but this is it. I’m not dying or anything.

I’m just tired.

And I think every graphic designer on here has felt this way once before. Over the past 2 months, I…

I’m sorry to hear that. I’m sorry that so many people basically suck and made it something you no longer enjoyed. I’ll miss seeing your stuff on my blog so much! Seeing them really made my day, I loved it! I usually just follow tags, not actual blogs and you are one of the very few that I don’t know in person but follow anyway. In any case, I hope you keep making stuff for yourself, if it makes you happy to see, even if only you see it. = ]

Photo

Mon, 11 Feb 2013 02:59:56 -0500

live-now-dreamforever: Just reblog. You never know who’s life...

Thu, 07 Feb 2013 03:01:48 -0500

live-now-dreamforever:

Just reblog. You never know who’s life you might save

HOTTEST BROTHERLY DUO POLL

Tue, 29 Jan 2013 23:15:44 -0500

HOTTEST BROTHERLY DUO POLL:

mitchellhp:

thewinchesterswagger:

rosietwiggs:

GUYS WE’RE FUCKING LOSING THIS! HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?!

FANDOM ASSEMBLE!

Fuck all. We are NOT going to lose to fucking Vampire Diaries.

lol the comments made it seem like the winchesters were losing, when I voted just now we were waaay ahead of the rest. Obviously everyone was like, “ohhh heyaaalll no”

My brother showed me a picture he found of me today.

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 02:21:45 -0500

I’m only 6, 7, 8 years old? Around there. It made me sure that the teeth after my two front ones, have never fallen out.

I’m very very sad today. And quite lonely at that.

http://paulocoelhoblog.com/2012/12/31/2013-the-first-year-of-the-rest-of-my-life/

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 16:27:34 -0500

http://paulocoelhoblog.com/2012/12/31/2013-the-first-year-of-the-rest-of-my-life/

Tears in my eyes

Sat, 05 Jan 2013 04:52:10 -0500

I can never hide them whenever he walks away. Whenever it’s time to say goodbye, see you later, whatever it is until we meet again.

I cannot help but love him, for everything he is. I want to be near him, stand behind him that he may feel as safe and taken care of and okay as I do when I’m with him.

Truth be told I am unsure of what’s going on with us. I don’t like that, I don’t like confusion. Of all things in life, it is in my opinion that a relationship should be rock solid and concrete. Something you can always be sure of. Normally I would be more upset with him, but given recent unexpected family emergencies I thought it would be better to just stand by him without the label of friend, girlfriend… Just me, standing with him.. and us enjoying each others company.

Someone said to me, “it seems like a typical relationship, one person gets tired and starts looking for something else while the other one (usually the girl) is still in love and hanging on”.. but just like any other person. I don’t feel that’s the case here. It’s not like he ever loved me, and we split because of distance.. but then again maybe I just love him so much that I’m blind as the next stupid girl. At the moment I don’t really care, the memories of having spent time with him this past week I cherish. I so much enjoyed it.

Now my bed just feels so empty without him.

What's so hard about it anyway?

Sun, 30 Dec 2012 23:18:18 -0500

I’m currently composing a text to one of my grandmothers.

I suppose technically she’s my step grandmother, and I don’t address her as grandmother or any form of that. I address her by her first name, Rita. She married my grandfather when I was a young child. So although I don’t call her grandmother, that’s basically what she is. She’s been there my whole life, she took care of me when I went to their home and she cared for me. I do love her just as much as a grandmother should be loved. Just as much as I love my actual blood line grandmothers. I hope she knows that.

She’s on my dads side of the family though. And as I’ve been basically estranged from my father and his family for quite some time, it’s difficult to begin. Especially with the fact that my grandfather died not too long ago. It’s been within the year I believe. Matters surrounding it were upsetting for me. Since I couldn’t make it to see him before he went, his death only made my estrangement worse it seems. They said he wanted to see me before he died. I would of gone, if not for lack of dollar bills. Before he died they had found out that I had been having troubles with my father and his wife. Of course they were very confused as everyone always saw me as the well behaved level headed girl. I’m sure I’m thought of as much worse now, God forbid I have feelings about the way I was treated and even worse for me to be talking about it to only the closest in my circle, and myself….

So here I am, with hundreds of words that I’m able to say on my blog and a blank email still waiting to get written….

I can't

Mon, 24 Dec 2012 05:00:09 -0500

stop thinking about hot southern accents.

…………….

It’s actually beginning to be a problem.

Clearly.

Wed, 19 Dec 2012 01:30:34 -0500

We don’t know how to be broken up. It’s a good thing we don’t live near each other or we would slip up too much. Actually, if we lived close we wouldn’t even be broken up so I guess that doesn’t make sense.

A part of me wants him to want it to mean more, I don’t know if it does, but I’d never ask him about it. In the end what difference would it really make. We’re still far from each other, and he’s not gonna change. Also, asking him about it would give him the power. That is just not an option.

I don’t regret seeing him and spending the time we spent together. I loved seeing his family, his parents are dolls. His cousin who was hanging out with us is great too. I was even disappointed that I didn’t get to say hello to his brother. But yea, I don’t regret the time we spent because I had been wanting to see him so much. My heart yearned for him, I just wanted to feel his arms around me again. The only place I truly feel safe. A feeling I think too many people take advantage of.

I don’t know if I just set my whole healing back, but it’s okay. Some days are just better than others I guess.

Felix Felicis: I have successfully converted 4 of my best friends to Doctor Who.

Wed, 19 Dec 2012 01:18:04 -0500

Felix Felicis: I have successfully converted 4 of my best friends to Doctor Who.:

mitchellhp:

Haha sorry for the “selfies.” I just updated Photobooth so I decided to play with it.

Christine hasn’t started watching yet, but she will on Wednesday lol Also, my best friend/sister watches a few eps here and there, and I think I may have influenced my sister’s friend Michelle to watch. And…

I loves your selfies = ]

No dude, your totally King. I’m fine with you being a king silly, as long as there is no dispute that I am a King lolololol. Besides it doesn’t make sense that there can only be one.

You are definitely the reason I started watching Doctor Who though AAAND Supernatural. & you are correct in assuming that Jensen Ackles completely converted me. As soon as I saw that face it was all over lol.

drew-eh: mittensareforkittens28: As if the bed nook wasn’t...

Thu, 13 Dec 2012 01:32:34 -0500

drew-eh:

mittensareforkittens28:

As if the bed nook wasn’t cool enough, that door leads to the closet, which holds a ladder to a reading space, with the “balcony” window above the bed to look out!

I’m not sad!! lol. I’m posting this because...

Mon, 26 Nov 2012 03:01:00 -0500

I’m not sad!! lol. I’m posting this because I’m having one of those moments when you randomly come across a song and it takes you completely back to another place and time in life that was significant. This takes me back to HS & to a relationship that really meant a lot to me back then. This was our unofficial song, as it was exactly how I felt for him, and how I had hoped he at least sometimes felt about me.

Star Wars

Thu, 08 Nov 2012 00:26:49 -0500

I’m watching the original movies for the first time. There should be some kind of epic music and lights right now. I feel like I’ve just leveled up. lol